Nope

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 07:08:54 GMT

I am moving out of ex-boyfriend land so I'm officially saying a big fat fuck you to this journal.

Wish I could say I loved it but that would be a lie. I no longer love this journal. I no longer love him. and I no longer wish to be here.

Later taters.

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 06:40:01 GMT

I refuse to ever go to the apartment. Never again. Ever. I am not friends with those people anymore.

End.

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 06:41:29 GMT

( ) stayed single the whole year.
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
(x) fell in love with a fool
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker
( ) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
(x) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
(x) lost your true love
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe

WORK/SCHOOL

( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
(x) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
(x) quit your job
(x) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
(x) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
( ) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embaressed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
( ) made a junior varsity team
( ) were involved in something you'll never forget
( ) got sent to the office

OTHER

( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) visted a foreign state
( ) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
(x) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(x)went to a party
(x) drank alchohol
(x) drank alchohol underage
(x) tried drug(s)
(x) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( ) saw your favorite band/artist live
( ) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
( ) Enjoyed this year overall

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 06:57:57 GMT

I was just checking something and you're a fucking retard. It just took me breaking up with you to realize it. damn....

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 06:32:44 GMT

All I have to say is....ha ha hahahaha...

=)

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 06:06:46 GMT

Yeah, I got hacked. I'm amused. Baby, you can't hack worth a shit. You should call me sometime. I could show you a thing or two. I did this shit when I was your baby age..oh yeah..17. At least I'm more grown up than your ass. By the way I have proof and I'm gonna use it to my advantage. So go suck on a cock you slutty piece of shit cunt.

Peace out.

=)

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 05:21:27 GMT

Yeah, still happy.

=)

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 19:05:23 GMT

I'm so happy. You have no idea. Joe got me a ring for Christmas. =)

Yeah, things are getting better and no stupid, narcissistic, son of a bitch is going to change that.

=)

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 05:13:53 GMT

	The Twelve Days of Christmas for 3amwhore:

Day #	Who?	What they got you

1st	psychotica3610	A signed document releasing their body to you upon their death to do with as you please
2nd	psh6	A signed document releasing their body to you upon their death to do with as you please
3rd	_xbrokenwingsx_	A key to the playboy mansion
4th	psh6	A creepy sexual poem that they wrote in 2nd person narration
5th	ghoulvomit	a TiVo full of porn
6th	psychotica3610	a visitor from an escort service
7th	situated	a pop-up kama sutra
8th	chukolate_icons	A world-reknowned sexual teacher
9th	chukolate_icons	a crate labelled, 'world's best porn collection'
10th	chukolate_icons	a crate labelled, 'world's best porn collection'
11th	invein	A forty pronged whip for lashing all of your friends
12th	ravagedxbeauty	a fitted corset made of cling wrap

Take this Quiz at QuizUniverse.com
( or, take the 'clean' version at QuizGalaxy.com )

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 06:43:49 GMT

Ring of fire came on the screen, he whispered in my ear that it was his favorite Johnny Cash song, and then proceeded to put his arm around me.

yeah, that made me smile.

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 18:56:24 GMT

I love this icon.

=)

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 22:36:17 GMT

*blank stare*

yeah.

You suck.

goodbye.

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 16:01:33 GMT

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 17:54:51 GMT

I bought a new outfit today.

Yes, I understand since a majority of men read this piece of crap I like to call a journal they will have no real interest but.....I like it. It has a army theme to it. Lots of green. It's exciting since it's something new for me. =)

Anyway........must shower, change, and get ready for work.

Later kids.

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 06:58:56 GMT

*screams in ecstacy*

http://shop.comedycentral.com/product/index.jsp?productId=2131702&cp=10880337.1124816&view=all&parentPage=family

I WANT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DID YOU HEAR ME?

I WANT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 06:44:54 GMT

I was inspired to write one of those....*insert # here* random things about me here.

1. I have recently discovered a liking of walking around my house in my underwear.
2. I'm never home anymore because I've found I like not being here
3. I turn really red when I'm afraid to admit the truth
4. I think I want to be a sex therapist
5. I like giving my opinion
6. I know you don't understand this but I don't want to be around Justin in a car. It's too close and too much stress.
7. I'm still a little hurt even though I hide it well
8. I get tired of being "just one of the guys" sometimes
9. I'm contemplating a make-over
10. I want to be hot. I may say I am when I'm drunk but....I don't think I am.
11. I wish I knew what men were really thinking
12. I over contemplate what things mean
13. I love tomatoe soup. It's awesome.
14. I feel...meh righ now
15. I was really pissed off and ready to explode earlier but I just let it go..well not let it go..just postponed it.
16. I am planning my strategy for this game I seem to have got myself into.
17. I own a cool cell phone..yet I still use my beat up one because I love it for some strange reason.
16. I'm bored with this....so I'm off to watch South Park then Ghost World and then bed.

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 17:08:01 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Sunday I helped sadsuzi hide a body (-173 points). In July I helped lost_old_soul across the street (6 points). In June I farted in an elevator (-6 points). Last Thursday I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In September I pushed xwasteofpaint__ in the mud (-17 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-189 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!

Sincerely,
3amwhore

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 04:14:04 GMT

I have almost burned down my desk twice with the same candle. A red one. Candles have a meaning...well the colors have meaning. They can be used for spells.

RED: Physical pleasures, stimulationg, lust, marriage, courage, strength against enemies. Passion, love, respect,lust, strength, courage, power, unity, sensuality, energy, health, fertility, will power

I have other candles in my room lit right now.

WHITE: Highest consciousness to protect, purify, heal, chilkdren, pets balance, birth, truth, unity, protection, peace, purification, happiness, spirituality, release positive energy, to call upon spirits, healing. Can be substituted for any color candle in rituals.

DARK or ROYAL BLUE: Promotes laughter and joy, loyalty, use to attract Jupiter energy, or whenever an influence needs to be increased. Wisdom, self awareness, causing change, calming, sleep, truth, dreams, emotions, loyalty

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 23:24:48 GMT

http://mp.danwho.net/index.php?id=snl_danecook_monologue

This has to be one of the greatest snl moments EVER!

Oh, and watch the sweater one too! It's awesome!

=)

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 20:59:16 GMT

My dad smoked camel cigs. My mom told me that a few minutes ago. It makes me feel really close to him. Plus he never smoked lights. =) That's where I get it from.

It's weird that the fact he did that makes me feel close to him in a way.

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 19:53:57 GMT

(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex
(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex
( ) Slept for more than 12 hours
(x) Missed a week of school or more
( ) Put chapstick on more than 5 times in an hour
(x) Kissed more than one person in a day
(x) Kissed more than two people in a day
(x) Created a survey
(x) Eaten a gummy worm
( ) Jumped on a trampoline
( ) Ridden a unicycle
(x) Done something special for someone else.
( ) Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
( ) Paid more than $50 for food at a fast food restaurant
(x) Talked on the phone while going to the bathroom
(x) Brushed your teeth while on the phone
(x) Worked at a fast food place
(x) Written a poem
( ) Randomly called people out of a phone book
( ) Been on a yacht
( ) Put bananas in cheerios
(x) Lied to a friend to make them feel better
(x) Dated someone more than 4 years older than you
(x) Eaten frosting out of the original container
( ) Had a dream about a xanga friend
(x) Fallen in public
(X) Had your pants rip
( ) Recently had a PB&J sandwich
( ) Killed an animal, insects dont count
(X) Been prescribed to 3 or more medications by a doctor
(x) Wished you were an only child (hahaha I am!)
( ) Used your friends razor
(x) Been unproud of a decision you made
( ) Worked for a family member
(x) Been told you were too young
(x) Made out in a car
( ) Kissed a friend, then their best friend
(x) Gotten away with a lie to your parents
( ) Been dumped the night before a dance and left with out a date
( ) Gone out with a person one of your parents set you up with
(X) Hate to admit you are wrong
( ) Ridden in a shopping cart in the grocery store
( ) Break danced in a Mini Mart
( ) Went into a mini mart in socks
(x) Worn a tiara
( ) Been in a play.
( ) Gone to church more than 3 times in a week
( ) Copied more than 30 CD's in a day
( ) Made a movie
(x) Dressed Gothic
( ) Worn 5 or more layers of clothing
(x) Had a stalker
( ) Been to California
( ) Lived on a house boat
( ) Swam in clear blue water
(x) Sat in a doctors office with a friend
( ) Ran across 6 lanes of traffic
( ) Hit on a waiter/waitress
( ) Taken pictures with a stranger
(x) Stayed in a hotel room with 2 other school mates
( ) Made a public speech
( ) Been on cable television
( ) Put straws up your nose
( ) Choreographed a dance
(x) Felt used
( ) Made a smoothie or milkshake
(x) Had fun at work
( ) Watched Desperate Housewives
(X) Watched a movie so often you could quote every word
(x) Listened to an old N*SYNC or Backstreet Boys CD more than once
(x) Kept something from a past relationship
(x) Given someone else flowers
( ) Taken a foreign language
( ) Gotten to school at 6:15 in the morning
( ) Not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
(x) Laughed for no apparent reason

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 10:36:46 GMT

P.S. I like being so drunk that I fool around with Damien. It's so much fun.

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 10:31:57 GMT

hehe....

I'm so drunk. not really. well i am the drunk but i'm not too bad. i've been worse.

i'm horny though.

damn parents and responsibilities.

sorry if you saw any part of my body tonight.

i told you I wanted damien.

*giggle*

I'm going to bed.

Later.

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 00:15:23 GMT

*hugs all the emo kids*

=)

That's all.

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 21:52:02 GMT